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Thursday, April 14, 2011

If heaven wasn't so far away...

As I lay here, typing this post with one hand, because I am cuddling Kherrington's little sister on my chest with the other, it is starting to "sink in"... I missed this with Kheri. Kaedence is starting to grow so quickly that I just want time to stop. I feel like I haven't had enough time with Kaedence over the past 3 weeks... or I should say, I haven't had enough positive snuggle time. It seems like every time I am holding her she is crying because she is hungry, dirty, wet or we're trying to give her a bath.. :S

Anyway, back to the purpose of my post. I heard this song the other day for the first time, and I instantly thought of Kheri.
"If Heaven wasn't so far away,
I'd pack up the kids and go for the day...
... And losing them wouldn't be so hard to take,
If heaven wasn't so far away."

*sigh* I miss her...